I live in Davis cuz I go to school there. I never imagine that I would drive all the way to Fresno to see Super Cr3w, honestly since it was a school night. BUT I DID. Haha I drove from Davis/Sac area to Hayward to pick up Anne Marie and Cinderella Joe. Then from Hayward we drove to Fresno. I drove about 5 hours… NOT the business. But I’d do anything for Super Cr3w… well SUPERWOCKEEZ in general. We got there around 2:30 PM and it took FOREVER to find parking. But yeah, once we got there we decided to check out where the Shiekh store was.. there were two of them. Haha but then we got hungry so we ate. While we were eating… Cinderella Joe goes to the Cheesecake Factory to buy Mikey a cheesecake! That’s what you call L-O-V-E-S. Haha then once he came back from the Cheesecake Factory… OUR PHONES GO CRAZY WITH TEXT MESSAGES AND PHONE CALLS. Haha while on their way to Fresno… Super Cr3w decides to log onto blogTV and go live. This is how the scavenger hunt began.

Thanks to Jesse (I call him SUPER CR3W’S DADDY), Kuya RJ (Rockadile), and Jon (Do-Knock)… they sent Anne Marie, Cinderella Joe, and I on a mission. Haha, to be honest… it was embarrassing but hella worth it in the end. So thanks to JabbaFam x3OG and SC3 Fam… we got what we needed to complete our mission! We stopped eating thanks to them, HAHA. So we got a security guard to throw up the S, 2 little kids to throw up the S, 2 workers from Hot Dog on a Stick to throw up the S, 4 random people to throw up the S, and THE HARDEST ONE which was getting an old, married couple to throw up the S. Haha lemme tell you, the husband looked reaaal mad so he didn’t try to throw it up. Oh well, haha. It took us about an hour, it was not an easy task. Haha when we were finally finished, we ran to the other Shiekh store and ended up being last in line, SHEESH. haha it’s all good though.

We met some cool people in line though… like Bryan! He’s our new BFF in Fresno. Haha Super Cr3w was late cuz they were eating, I think. Haha. But when they came… everyone went nuts. They were all matching, it was so cute. Haha cuz I know in Culver City, they wore different outfits. But yeah, when it was finally our turn to go inside… I started shaking and my heart was beating so fast. Haha Kuya RJ was being his silly self! Super Cr3w was so happy when they got their gifts from Anne Marie. Kuya RJ got pandesal. Mikey got hot sauce. Ben got cookies. Jon got 5 gum. Vex got HUGS (chocolate). Haha last but not least, Ronnie got… ME as a gift, haha. And I came KISSES… the chocolate kind haha. His face was SO CUTE. He went “awwwww” and hugged me and I didn’t have to ask! OMG haha. I also got a few of the guys to write “I LOVE CHRISTINE” on my Yellow Super Cr3w shirt that I bought at Freestyle Session 11. Haha I reminded Kuya RJ about the moment he signed my shirt at FSS 11… he said “Oh shit, I need a flat surface” haha and Kuya RJ just laughed! Hehe, Ronnie put “I LOVE CHRISTINE!” on my shirt, ahhhh! Murda also. They were the only 3 that said they love me on my shirt and ironically… those were OUR (Anne Marie, Cinderella Joe, and I) favorites. Haha and Anne Marie got her free t-shirt from Jon! YAY. Haha when we got down the line… the Shiekh people told us to get out but we did that scavenger hunt! So they let us chill in the front of the store near the register while they were still doing the autographs. When they finished the autographs, everyone had to get out…. BUT NOT US! Jon wanted to see our scavenger hunt pictures HAHA. And the guys were just hella messing around while we were in Shiekh. Then it was time for picture sessions so we just chilled at the back while the guys took pictures. Then Jesse aka SUPER DADDY interviewed us in the back. He’s a pretty cool guy, our prize from the scavenger hunt was the glossy Super Cr3w picture that cost $10 and we got to stay in Shiekh for HELLA long.
So yeah, we got their autographs and took a few pictures with the guys. Haha Cinderella Joe caught me saying “YOU’RE SO SEXY RONNIE, SO SO SEXY” haha. Anne Marie taught Jon how to do the JabbaFam sign. He was also doing the infamous Andrew Baterina glide, HAHA. We tickled Vex and shouted TICKLE ME VEX. Ben was looking for shoes for Lil B (HELLA CUTE). Murda really loved his hot sauce, he said he would’ve noticed if it was used. Kuya RJ tugged on my scarf really hard and hugged me really tight and squeezed my shoulder (like how Ronnie used to). He almost broke me in half cuz his hug was so tight! HAHA, he also asked me how tall I was and I told him to guess my age! HE HELLA GOT IT RIGHT!

Well, you know those piercings that Ronnie has on his ears right? Well, they’re called the anti-tragus piercing and I GOT THEM TOO. A WEEK AFTER I SAW HIM. Let me tell you it was HELLA HELLA HELLLLLAAA painful. Well I showed Ronnie that I got it and he was surprised! We talked about it for like a few minutes. He was like “It was painful, right?” and I replied “Yeah… I wanted to cry… well I actually kind of cried haha.” And then RONNIE TOUCHED MY RIGHT EAR! OMG! EEEEEEP <3 and then Kuya RJ was like "WHOA, are those diamonds?!" and Ronnie was like "You have diamonds in yours?" and then he looked and he said "YOU DO!" Haha and then I told Ronnie that I got it for him and Kuya RJ was like "DANG, all for you Ronnie." Haha OMG I love them <3

Then Jesse had to kick us out, haha. We ended up staying there until they left! We were waiting outside the store with our new friend Bryan! And we just hella talked and stuff. Haha I waved at Ronnie and he smiled (EEEEEEP <3) and waved back! OMG hahaha. He's so sexxxyyy. The guys were just having a field day in the store, looking at shoes! Jon looked like a kid in the candy store! He came out with HELLA BAGS. We kept looking into the store and Kuya RJ waved hi to Anne Marie and he eventually came out to take more pictures and more hugs! YAY!

Haha before Kuya RJ went back in the store I asked him where Ronnie is (he knows I hella love Ronnie) and he said "I think Ronnie's in the van already" and I replied "Ohh man, he's lame. Don't tell him I said that." I shouldn't have said that last part cuz he told Ronnie that I said he was lame. -______- KUYA RJ LIED TO ME. RONNIE WAS STILL IN THE STORE! ]:< haha. He was looking at shoes. Haha Ronnie thought the store door was locked but he came out and he gave me another hug! EEEP <3 and I took more pictures with him. YAY! Hahaha then he went back inside.

Soo it was getting late and they were about to leave so we decided to be ninja-like and go look for their van, HAHA. It was pretty easy! We ended up chilling with them until they left. Haha Jon was like “COME ON, YOU GUYS DROVE 5 HOURS TO SEE US” when we were a little hesitant cuz we didn’t wanna get in trouble by Jesse! Buut we did anyways. Haha they got hella shoes, sheesh! Kuya RJ said he was getting sick and he wouldn’t let Jon visit him cuz Jon was sick. Haha Jon’s getting better though! Haha Ronnie showed us his new shoes, I believe they were Nike Blazers… HELLA NICE and I hella said “PRETTY” but I didn’t want to feminize his shoes so I said “HELLLLLLAAA dope” haha. He had good taste in shows, I must admit. The guys kept going back and forth into the store and the van. And then we took pictures with them after these girls followed us and got pictures before us. I felt bad cuz it was kind of our faults, haha. I accidentally called Ronnie out, haha. He was hella sitting shot gun and I said “MY BAD RONNIE.. SHOT GUN!” and Jon was like “OH HECK NO” and Ronnie got out haha [x I’m sorry RonnieBABY.

The whole night was surreal. Thanks Jesse for everything. Thanks Super Cr3w for everything. I still can’t believe I did that! DANG.

OCTOBER 11, 2008.

I got to the Paramount Theatre around 2:00 PM. I met up with my friends Anne Marie, Michelle, and Donna (honeywithsole.com) and I was jealous cuz I didn’t get a picture with Kevin Brewer before the show. So after our extravagant meal at Taco Bell we got the gifts from my car and waited for Super Cr3w & Jabbawockeez outside near their tour buses and stage door. We waited so long that we made friends with the event security for a bit. Haha, but after we got a little discouraged that we weren’t able to give their gifts before the show but then the catering lady noticed that we had bears with us (and the guy she was with said that she loves bears) and she talked to the stage crew (or whatever) that were unloading all the stuff for the show and one of the guys said that they were finishing up rehearsing… so wait 15 minutes! Haha then we got excited.

About 15 minutes later… Do-Knock opens a window on like the 3rd floor and looks down on us! HAHA. My friend Chris was the first to notice cuz he looked up and said… “Do-Knock?” Do-Knock was all like “Wassup?” And we told him that we come bearing gifts… or bearing bears, hahah. And he came down! Haha, he’s such a sweetheart. He remembers me from FSS 11. He hugged us and talked to us like we’re his friends, he’s an awesome dude. And then I gave him his Build-A-Bear that I named Do-Ring and he says “I Do Knock On Doors” haha And then Do-Knock put his bear on the bus and got a brownie… he has such a sweet tooth! And then he said he’d get the other guys to come out… and he did
Rockadile came out first and my friend Anne Marie pretty much melted. She gave him his bear… name Rainadile and he absolutely loved it! He was so adorable. He hella hugged her and he was sooo proud of his bear. And then Ronnie and Murda came out and Anne Marie gave Murda’s bear named Murda Jr. and I gave Ronnie’s bear (cuz he’s my favorite) named Ronnie Jr. RONNIE’S SMILE MADE ME MELT. OMG <3 I HELLA LOVE RONNIE. Ronnie hugged me hella times too. I didn’t wanna let go. Haha. They absolutely loved their gifts! Vex and Ben came out but they didn’t come out far enough cuz our friend Tascha wasn’t there and she had Vex and Ben’s bears. My friend Donna did give them the shirts that they’ve been wanting and they were really happy haha Vex especially! We took a few pictures and then they left and security kicked us out.

THE SHOW WAS FREAKING AMAZING. E-40 performed. We saw Randy from Jabba. P.C. & Kilo of The Movement were also there. AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING.

Fast forward to the end of the show. We waited for a while for them to come out. Security was hella strict but it was worth the wait! Do-Knock came out and took hella pictures. Do-Knock’s always the first I’ve noticed ahaha. He was hella reppin our shirt though which was pretty doope! I didn’t get to see Abenamar ):

But the next one I saw was my love, Ronnie <3 Haha. He came out with Cristyles and to get his attention I kept saying “RONNIE I LOVE YOU RONNIE I LOVE YOU RONNIE I LOVE YOU” cuz I really do. I hella pushed my way to the front and when I finally got there…. I WAS STUCK!! I didn’t mind though. Haha after I took pictures with him…. I TOOK MORE PICTURES OF HIM. I was stuck with him for a good 10 minutes and I did not mind at all. He asked me how old I was… I’m not sure if he believes me cuz I’m pretty tiny for a 19 year old. And I asked him about his anti-tragus piercing cuz I was thinking about getting them on both ears (just like him… ironically) and he touched it (AWWWWWW) and looked at me and said “Yeah, it’s pretty painful” and I was like “Ohh crap, haha whatever. I’m gonna get it anyways.” And then at one point I was like “Ronnie…. YOU’RE SEXY.” And with his sexy ass voice he was like “Thank you. But I’m shy” AWWWWWW CUTIE!!! And then I left cuz I saw Kuya Rainen. But before I left I was like “Ronnie… take care of Ronnie Jr.” And he said “I will.” I’m hella in love with him.

Then I saw Murda. He got to talk to my friend on the phone… she hella loves him. And we took hella pictures.
Then NINJA ROCKADEEZY!! Haha we hung out with him the most. He’s such a funny guy. I looove his laugh. We took group pictures with him haha. And he tried to get Ronnie for me cuz I haven’t seen him in a while but Ronnie was eating. Haha, he even banged on their tour bus haha. What a sweetheart! Haha, when he came back…. he came out with chicken! LOL! And then Vex came back from eating too and we took pics with him and then we followed Rockadile to where Phil Tayag was! Haha took pictures with Phil and then Vex comes out of nowhere and Rockadile was like “OMG VEX, CAN I GET A PICTURE?” Haha so silly! Rockadile was the last to leave and we just hella chilled with him. Haha, I told him that I named my iPod Ronnie and he laughed [x haha he’s such a coool dude. I hope he got all our messages to the boys we love. Haha I told him to tell Ronnie that I love him…

I’ll write it later, haha.

SEPTEMBER 27, 2008. Long ass day. I had to drive to Vallejo at 10 PM on Friday and then drive up to Davis at 11 AM cuz of the Comcast guy. But all the stories I heard were true. HOMIE DIDN’T COME TIL 1:30. WTF. Haha. Whatever though. So I drove TWO HOURS to get to Pleasanton. I thought it would be a little cooler in the Bay cuz Davis is unbearable but it was just as hot! It sucked. But anyways… so me, Natasha, and Duncil got there at around 4 and we waited for Chris Pang for like an hour. Haha there were hella people trying to sell us presales cuz it was $40 at the door. Funky Fresh stayed at a hotel near the Great Mall… HELLA FAR haha. So yeah, we got hella fliers from WOD. I might go to MIGHTY4! It looks like fun.
Chris Pang is HELLA light skinned. He’s hella cool though. Looking like a Jabbawockee in his shades. MY BAD! So once we our tickets and got in (me with my pink MEDIA pass - $20… WTF) we just looked at the booths and then got something to eat cuz we were all hella hungry. Haha while we were eating our expensive ass meal… we sit down and OMG… World Famous is right behind our table! I wanted to take a picture with Belle and Faye but when I got my camera… they went to the back in a quickness. Next time! Haha. So we continue eating and my friend Duncil sees Tony Tran and Lawrence Kao hella near us! He was like “OMG, my heart… I’m hella shaking.” Hella cute right? Haha, Kaba Modern has been his all time favorite crew. I was like “Let’s go take a picture” and he just SAT THERE. DANG… and they left hella quick. BOO. So after we ate we walk around some more.
I wanted to see the bboys for a bit so we did that for a good 30 minutes. It was hella cool in there and while we watched the bboy battles (cuz you know I love bboys) I see my friend JEMMA. WTF. I see this girl everywhere. Haha I love her though. So we knew the Upper Division crew battle was about to start in the other building so we headed over there after watching the bboys.. WHO WERE HELLA GOOD. The 3 on 3 battles were hella intense. When we got to the other building, the Youth Division was just ending. Haha they were so cute. We were looking for seats and it was hella weird seeing a few members of MK Modern there… like Rob, Sarah, Angela, and Minh. I know Patrice was there but I didn’t see her. POOP. We eventually got seats and chilled. After Youth Division ended there was a fifteen minute break so we decided to go take pictures with MIKE SONG. HELLA FINE. Haha I saw Dennis and Anna. Only Duncil got a picture with Mike Song cuz the he took me & him was hella dark. It’s okay, I got hella pics with Mike anyway Haha. Then we see Yuri so we HAD to have a picture with her. She’s so nice, haha. I was debating which side I was gonna be on haha, and we both got confused. [x I ended up taking the right side. HAHAHA.
Then Upper Division started yay! Haha so me and Duncil were sitting there and we were so surprised cuz it reminded us of DRUM LINE, yes hella geek status but it does. They have themes and stuff and when they did awards at WOD… it’s exactly like awards at drum line competitions [x crazy.
Anyways… I had hella favorites that night. Hella loved Press P.L.A.Y., Funky Fresh, Choreo Cookies, StepBoyz, Meccamee, and Haluan. Haha they were competing of course. But the exhibitions were hella raw too! KM Legacy, Project Em, World Famous, and SHEROES (I swear.. I think Wobz is in SHEROES). CONGRATULATIONS TO CHOREO COOKIES AND STEPBOYZ FOR GETTING FIRST AND SECOND PLACE, RESPECTIVELY. You guys were hella dope. I definitely think that Press P.L.A.Y. should’ve placed, THEY WERE HELLA DOPE. Oh and Boogie Monstarz were not there. I really wanted to take a picture/meet with Hazel and Jeannelle.
Then it was the ABDC portion. DAMN. Fysh n Chicks, Kaba Modern, and Supreme Soul were there. I loved all their performances. Taeko is so cute! Kaba Modern added some new stuff from when I last saw them. Supreme Soul’s set was hella funny and I actually REALLY LOVED IT - it flowed. It was an overall good show.
Haha OMG… so during the break I took hella pics of Arnel Calvario (created Kaba Modern) at the judges table. The pics suck but he’s hella fine Hahaha. And I was very close to taking a picture with Lawrence but BOO the show started hahaa.
So after the show I met LA QUAQUA she’s hella cute. Haha she was so excited when she saw RJ (: Awww. Haha he remembers her. And while I was watching them take a picture… RJ hella went straight up “CHRISTINE MY CHAPSTICK GIRL.” Haha. I saw hella people that day… CHARLA was even there. Haha she was surprised with my nose piercing.
Anyways, so I go back in the building and I saw Momma Wendy and Jackie Lautchang and Will! Haha DANG. Crazy but fun. Natasha got a picture with RJ [x haha. So we get kicked out of the building one final time and I see WORLD FAMOUS. Haha naturally, I had to say hi to them and get pictures. So I walk over there and they’re hella just chatting and then Faye sees me and says hi and hugs me. She was like “Heyy! How are you? Did you say hi to Belle? Belle, look it’s one of the girls from chatzy!” And then Belle hugs me and we talk about the show. Belle said she messed up but they cyphered it off. Awww, I didn’t catch it Belle. Their show was hella good. THEY LOVE THE PEACE LOVE JABBA SHIRT! So we chatted for a bit. Belle says Rainen’s having fun at the tour and that they iChat once a day <3 awwwww. So after chatting they leave and then we walk to the entrance and wait for some people to come out.
Throughout the show... I kept seeing TK aka Tony and I kept mentioning how hella fine he was! Sooo…. at the end of they day… HE COMES OUR WAY. OMG. So I take a picture with him! Well… TWO. One with my camera and another on his dying camera, haha. I told him I go on his blog all the time and he goes “Wow, I must look like a total alcoholic on my blog” and I replied “Well… you just have fun. I WISH I HAD YOUR LIFE” haha but he does have a crazy life. But hella fun! He told us that he’s gonna be in New York Monday… DAMN. Haha TK hella remembers my name now He better put me on his blog hahaha. Oh yeah, TK showed us the way to the back where all the dancers were and I got to see Momma Wendy, Jackie, and Will again. Haha. Duncil was hella cute when he met Jackie. MY BAD, TALKING ON AIM. Haha hella cute, she was all hella hugging him and stuff. He was hella nervous too! Jackie was really nice. I took a picture with her even though I’m not a big SRC fan hahaha. I have this hella cute picture of RJ and Jackie buut I don’t have the USB so.. NO PICTURES… YET. SORRY.
I couldn’t find Chris Pang so I just left ): I said goodbye to everyone though. Oh yeah. FROST HELLA REMEMBERS ME. Haha yayy! He was hella dope with Triple Thr3at. Haha I was like “I know you know Jemma! And he was like yeah, I know her. How do you know her?” I told him that she knows my ex-boyfriend and I met her through him. I HELLA LOVE JEMMA <3 Haha JEMMA knows everyone. SHIET. Haha. So we leave and then I see Jason Magsuci and we walk out the door. HE REMEMBERS ME. Haha, we take a picture and he goes “This one’s for Joe.” AWWWW. Haha Jason knows I love Joe hehe.
THE END. Haha. I drove back from Pleasanton to Davis….. 2 hour drive. I was falling alseep on the road ): I WROTE THIS BLOG FOR RAFRANZ. Haha so I don’t have to repeat what I say. Yay. K bye. I need to write more about my ABDC adventures when I was in LA, hehe. I’ll do that tomorrow after class.

So after giving up hope for a Jabbawockeez performance in the Bay Area and/or Sacramento area… God answered my prayers! Well, the Jabbas had a performance for the 21 and up scene in San Jose for the 4th of July. Unfortunately, I have 2 more years for that to happen. Luckily, Sacramento’s Best Dance Crew finals were coming up and there are some strong ties to Sacramento. For those of you who don’t know, 3 out of the 10 Jabbawockeez are from Sacramento - 3 Musky aka Joseph Larot, Kevin Brewer, and Phil Tayag. iAmFilAm got the Jabbas to perform in Elk Grove and I decided to go with my good friend Christy! HELLA EXCITED!
The day was fucking insane. I headed over to Fairfield at around 1:30, because Christy moved. Dude, there was already hella traffic! Stupid holiday weekend. Anyways, we left at around 2:00 and there was HELLA TRAFFIC going to Elk Grove. Christy eventually got hungry, because she just got off of work so we went to Davis’ Jack in the Box to get some food. It was insane because it’s been 4 damn months since I went to a Jack in the Box since Billy works at one. Haha, so over it nigga. But yeah, so we got food and I showed Christy a shortcut to pass the usual traffic from Richards but that shit didn’t work because there was no traffic until we exited. What kind of shit was that? UGH.
We also kinda got lost going to Elk Grove thanks to me but we eventually found the exit we were going to take. It was almost 5:00 when we took the exit and that’s when the doors open… shit. We got lost finding the ONE street we had to turn left on. We ended up going hella far down only to ask for directions at a gas station and then go back the other way. RIDICULOUS! We found it and it was like 4:30 and I thought the line was going to be HELLA LONG! Turns out everyone got lost and/or just wanted to see the Jabbas at 7:00. Christy and I got there and there was barely any line! From the line we could see the dancers on the stage for sound check and stuff.
The doors opened around 5:00 and Christy and I got good places in the front row… in front of the fucking speakers, haha. We were lucky enough to watch The Movement’s sound check.
The pre-show eventually started. Funky Fr3sh. Press P.L.A.Y. Those Kids. Little Jordan. That One Company. OMG… loved it! I was uncomfortable though because the girls behind Christy and me were closing in on us and their bags were rubbing against our asses. Ugh. And then when the Jabbas performed, these old ladies were in front of us so I screamed in the ears of the lady in front of me. BWAHAHA >) I’m so evil, but if you’re not enjoying yourself then don’t be there… shit! After their amazing performance… The Movement performed. I still have their Sac Kings track stuck in my head
Okay, well, so the point of this whole performance was to crown the winner of the Sacramento’s Best Dance Crew competition, right? Well… that shit didn’t even happen! I was super pissed, because I wanted to see Boogie Monstarz set. I was also looking forward to seeing the winners share the stage with the Jabbawockeez! UGH.

Well, after we all got kicked out… Christy and I headed over to Barcode Nightclub and Lounge because we’re 18! It was where the “meet and greet” was supposed to happen but that shit wasn’t even a meet and greet. We waited damn near 2 hours for them and they chilled VIP style while I was being pushed by some big ass girls who weren’t even pretty! At one point there was this big ass girl behind me and my head rested and her fucking boobs! OMG, I almost died. I kept pushing her so she’d stay away from me.
Girls were hella pushing and shit, hella rude! Fucking Jabba groupies, don’t even know all of them. Step aside, let the REAL Jabba fans meet them… damn. At one point there was this girl who called over Joe (because he was chilling close to us) and she asked if he was one of them and Joe was like “am I one of the dancers?” I don’t know if he answered their question but… I almost cried because you know, Joe’s my favorite!
Well, Christy and I got to take pictures with a few of the Jabbas that were there… like Joe (who remembers me), Kevin, Randy, and Phi. Phil was drinking the whole night and Chris… kinda ignored us. I was really sad. But it’s okay, I’m gonna continue being optimistic. I didn’t see Rynan at the club though… that made me sad. It was fun though.

3 hour drive and 13 hour… all worth it in the end!

1. Chris kind of ignored us but it’s okay though, I still got to take pictures of Chris! I will get a picture with him one day, bet on it.
2. Joe is hands down my favorite Jabbawockee. He remembered me and he is such a sweetheart.
3. Phil was drinking the whole night but he’s still a cutie!
4. Kilo, Swaggerboy, and Problem Child aka The Movement. Just watching their sound check made me excited for their set!
5. Funky Fr3sh. That white boy in the front was hella dope though. He was near me in the VIP towards the end of the show.
6. Press P.L.A.Y. I’ve always loved watching their performance. In April, I saw the same performance 3 weeks in a row (Pilipino Time, Collaboration 08, and Back To The Future).
7. Those Kids. The last time I watched them was at iAmFilAm’s Winter Showcase featuring Jasmine Trias. They’re so cute!
8. Lil Jordan. Christy hella liked what he was rapping about because it wasn’t the usual. I would hope he won’t rap about that bad stuff, he’s so young!
9. Randy was the first Jabbawockee to take a picture with us thanks to me! I’m so not a Jabba group, I’m a hardcore Jabba fan. Randy is such a sweetie!
10. Joe! I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE Joe! Every time I see Joe… I will take a picture with him! Haha, I’m such a Joe Larot fan!
11. Kevin is a sweetheart too! He has a nice smile and when Christy said I heart you, Kevin… he said aww thanks!
12. Phi didn’t even look at the camera but it’s okay because Phi was really nice to take a picture with us.

Well, I believe that two posts ago was mainly about Joe Larot. Haha, it’s been a while (but I’m definitely still into Joe). However, I found out that he has a daughter, who is freaking adorable I might add! You know how people always tell me I’m cute and want to put me in their pocket? Well, I don’t think you do but it’s true! My turn, I want to be Joe’s daughter in my pocket because she’s so cute! Haha. Anyways, Joe’s daughter definitely does not take away from his sexiness, he’s just a father who’s very sexy. But I found out that he has a girlfriend. She’s hella gorgeous and she’s a dancer — perfect for him. Shit, I’m not tripping. I’m perfectly fine being single, yo.
Haha, oh wait, that’s not the WHOLE point of this blog. Anyways, what I just said sounded hella stalker status, right? PSH, that ain’t nothing compared to some of these girls on Facebook. Damn, for real! I thought I was hella stalker for adding Joe Larot on MySpace and posting up the pictures we took at Pilipino Time and Back To The Future under the album name “Sexy Time.” MY BAD, I WAS HELLA WRONG! They know more about the personal lives of the Jabbawockeez than I do. MY BAD! Haha. I don’t even know Joe’s birthday! I didn’t even know he was a cancer until I added him. MY BAD! Haha.
But it’s all good, these girls just love the Jabbawockeez crew, specifically Rynan, Phi, Phil, and Ben. Sorry ladies, I’m not a part of that group. I love Joe, haha. Okay, I’ll probably post pictures later… or make a new layout dedicated to the Jabbawockeez or something. Who knows?

MEET YOUR NEW FILAH “HER”STORIAN 2008-2009! Anthony aka Sexy is this years historian and Justin was the year before. MAN! How can I live up to a legacy of sexiness?

Taken from my MySpace blog. I’m stuck in MK E-board elections and I have homework to do, yo. UGH.

Yeah, it’s really early in the morning and I have class in five and a half hours, it’s all good. I really just wanted to write about how I’m feeling as this day is coming closer. It’s actually tomorrow! If you’re reading this, I’m pretty sure you know who I’m talking about. If not… then c’mon guess!

“When you said forever, you meant a few months. When I said forever, I meant every day until I died. When you said always, you meant until you couldn’t handle it anymore. When I said always, I meant until time ended. When you said you loved me, you meant I was no different from any other girl. When I said I loved you, I meant I had never felt what I felt for you.”

It’s been more than three years of knowing you. I’ve pretty much grown up with you, I’ve learned so many things while being with you. I’ve learned about myself, I’ve learned about love, I’ve learned about my mistakes. Pretty much… everything.

I still remember that fateful day three years ago. I remember surprising you at your house (we were hella ninja back then) and you were hella nerd status - pajamas and playing video games. I remember we sat on the opposite ends of the couch and I had make the first move. I’m glad I did though. You were such a gentlemen and it made me fall for you even harder. And I remember before I left… you asked me out. This was six days AFTER we met. I know we went too fast but if I could do it all over again with my heart being broken in the end… I would in a heartbeat.

It’s been a little over two months since YOU broke up with ME. It wasn’t a mutual decision but it happened… unfortunately. I can’t do anything about it. I can’t make you love me. I’m not even going to try to do all those things because I can’t change you…. only YOU can change YOU. I’m done being your mother. I wanted to be your girlfriend, a compliment to your half.

I understand that you’re “not ready for a relationship” and that you “have no time for me” but whatever, you know? I already know you’re hanging out with your friends and all that shit. Always working? Whatevs. And saying stuff like how you never really loved me. It hurt when you said that but I’m going to keep thinking that was just a ploy to make me hate you. Thinking about it now, that whole night… everything you said to me… the reasons for breaking it off with me… WAS BULLSHIT. But whatever, I’m passed that shit. I’m still in love with you. I’ll always be in love with you though. But, what you did to me… the wounds will NEVER heal.

I REALLY wish things didn’t end the way it did on the night of February 24, 2008. At the time, I didn’t lie about not wanting to be your friend anymore. We’ve tried the friends thing before… we ended up back together. But I’ve grown a bit since the final time you broke up with me. I’ve come to terms with the fact that we’ll NEVER be together. I’m cool with it. Looking back on it, there were days you treated me WELL but there were days where you made me feel like SHIT. I know there were times when I was a bitch or when I’d nag but I gave you my world, I gave you ALL OF ME - THE BEST & THE WORSE and only deserving people got that from me.

Anyways, We were better lovers when we were friends. But that may not be the case anymore. BUT I WANT MY BEST FRIEND BACK! I miss the talking on the phone and the kick its. Maybe they’re just a thing of the past now… but eh. I’d like to believe in wishful thinking.

So, I have about two months and something odd weeks worth of letters I wrote you. You’ll probably never read them because one, I probably won’t give them to you or two, if I do give them to you you’ll just throw them away. It’s okay though, I think I’ll keep them. Maybe when I’m ready to move on with life and with love… I’ll burn them. But for now, they’re staying with me in my shoe box (in the orange&gray Jordan 8s you bought me). Maybe I’ll keep them and when I’m all grown up and read them… I’ll cry and think how foolish I was… shit, I don’t know.

So, in conclusion… I miss you. That’s plain and simple. I talk about all these people, in particular like Joe Larot or Anthony Esposo, because they’re just distractions. They’re not crushes or anything… oh well, Joe Larot IS a crush but Anthony Esposo is just a friend and I call him sexy now. But yeah, they can NEVER replace the spot where I hold you in my heart. They have their own places in my heart anyway. I believe that ONE DAY you’ll talk to me eventually and we’ll meet up and laugh at the old times. Maybe I won’t be bitter anymore. But whether that takes days, weeks, months, years, decades… whatever. I’m still gonna wait for your phone call.

But until then… I GIVE UP ON LOVE BECAUSE OF YOU.

You can try to erase me out of your life… but you sure as hell can’t erase you out of mine!

P.S. In one of my letters I say how you’re greater than Joe Larot. And pretty much…. I don’t say/write that to just ANYONE because Joe Larot FUCKING AMAZING & a HELLA COOL GUY.

I got really bored so I wanted to see who my celebrity look-a-likes were! Some of these people I don’t even know. I even got Oprah Winfrey as one of my look-a-likes! DAMN! It’s craaazy! I never thought I’d look like her but hey she’s rich and famous so all the power, right?
I’m hella glad that the people that look like me are Asian because shit… I’M ASIAN MYSELF. I would be sad if I got other races but oh well, because I didn’t! I was hoping that I would get, like, Ayumi Hamasaki or Rina Aiuchi but shit they’re too gorgeous and I’m not. All my hairstyles are like Ayu’s but that picture I had no bangs.
I look most like Joanne Peh, who’s that? OH, I hella just wikipedia’ed it right now. She’s a Singaporean actress and from the looks of it… quite popular. She won Miss Elegant AND Miss Personality in the Miss Singapore Universe 2002. Yay! Haha, that makes me happy now.

Anyways, this post isn’t REALLY about my celeb look-a-likes but something even more amazing. I MET A FREAKING JABBAWOCKEE LAST FRIDAY! And I can’t be more ecstatic! Mind you, it wasn’t one of the six that performed on America’s Best Dance Crew (they’re all in San Diego right now, UGH). I met my FAVORITE Jabbawockee and NO, it’s not Rynan aka Kid Rainen anymore. I met Joe “Emajoenation” Larot last Friday and Pilipino Time “Time to get Happy” 2008! PT (as abbreviated) is a showcase and all proceeds go towards scholarships for high school students and transfer students going into UCs.
Anyway, Joe Larot performed with one of the three in Family Royale. Press P.L.A.Y. is an amazing group of dancers that totally captivated my eyes. Well, only Joe captivated my eyes but they are ALL great dancers. Yeah, I saw Joe backstage (I was a performer too) and after the show I took pictures with him. Honestly, I was hella weak in the knees when I saw him. I was hella scared to get his picture and I don’t know how I got the courage to go up to him and ask for a picture. But I did and he’s an amazing guy! I have the hugest crush on him now! Haha, I hope he’s going to be performing in San Francisco tonight with Press P.L.A.Y. because I know he was in San Diego yesterday (from the pictures I’ve seen in Facebook). I need my Joe fix… for real.

First day of school. UGH! I’m still wait-listed in my fucking chemistry class. I’m hella hoping to get into that class, I really like my professor (I have no idea who my T.A. is though, that’s what I’m worried about also). I REALLY want that class and if I don’t get it I’ll be so kawawa because I’ll be under my unit count.
I like my professors thus far, but I’ve only been to 2 classes, I still have to attend my calculus class and my Asian-American studies class (yay, I’m taking another one). Hopefully they’re chill too.
I’m bored and I want something sweet. I miss Billy :’(
OH YEAH! I was reading one of my past blogs and I realized that I’m a total fucking hypocrite! Break up with Billy?! Whaaat?! I was insane then, because now I’m like super depressed without Billy. I missssss him. I think I’ll start writing him another letter. Bye!

So, as my long, lonely spring break is coming to a close… I’ve become an UBER fan of Jabbawockeez crew! I wish I knew about them before America’s Best Dance Crew but oh well, I believe it is NEVER too late to become a fan. Yay! I’m glad they won the competition, I’ve voted for them EVERY SINGLE DAY since last Thursday… dizzang. Yeah, I had nothing better to do anyway, you know?

Rynan was so kawawa in the “journey” video. It was so cute because he was talking about Gary Kendall, a JabbaWockee that just passed away. When I saw his puffy eyes, I almost cried too… because I thought of Audri. But I bet Audri’s looking down on me and laughing because I probably looked crazy last night after celebrating! Haha.

Anyways. Spring break was boring. I saw my ex once and I couldn’t even bear to look at him. Ehh, I didn’t look at him actually. *sigh* It sucks not being able to talk to him. I was reading PostSecrets all day long before the ABDC finale and I’ve decided to do something I should have done a while back. So… yeah. I started last night, before the finale. It’s an easier way to get things out of my chest…. so yeah. Don’t worry, people, it isn’t anything that has to do with hurting myself, haha. I’m not suicidal…. sheesh!

JabbaWockeeZ keep me sane!

I need a new layout…. haha.